the fast & the forward & the bold & the outrageous

sleep tight for i've been dreaming about you

take care for i've been willing to have you

 

 

 

spare me from myself. spare me from my spare time for i've seen me in dispair.

what if all this is just. me. me turning it all this way. me. making it all up. me trying too hard. to be. me. to do. to feel. to stay. to stand. still. to move. forward. to focus. in. me. what if nothing is. what if i. made it all up. what if everything i see. i do. i am. is wrong. is done. is gone. is none.

in such a visible distress, voodoogirl started to cease the mind. she wants more. she knows better.

with foreseen temperance, voodoogirl starts a new course of action list.

mind the gap, she repeats. mind the soul. mind the task. mind the goal.

i rather not talk, she finds herself saying. i'm starting to develop an anxiety rash, she finds out.

uncertainties block out the mind and destroy creativity. this whirlwind of emotions are clearly afecting my mind.

let's have some more chocolate, she decides.